i REALLY fucking hate it when people are mad for some reason, and i accidentally talk to them at the wrong time, they give me this fucking attitude and like put their anger out on me. like what the fuck, i didn’t do anything to you. why are you like bitching at me??? my bad for accidentally talking to you i guess.
To try, or to not try again?
I’m just contemplating whether to give it another go. The anxiety I get from trying is just restless and aggravating… But the rush of waiting and hoping to see the end result is exciting.
I really want to give it another try. I just need to stop giving up so fucking easily and stop interpreting every statement in a negative way. Then maybe things could work out. All I need is a shot of confidence, which will take a while to gather, and I will be ready to go.